Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Queen - the show must go on.
ah, i'm sorry bloggy, i didn't mean to neglect you for so long, i just wanted to be sure of having prom piccys and school photos so i could put everything on here at once, in theroy. But, as usual, Mr Allen took so bloody long to do the picture we (and when i say we, it was probially only me)were pulling our hair out with frustration, but finially they are here! (well, some prom photos anyway)

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yes, i know
i look pretty weird. but thats what drink does to you. *nods resoundly* this will keep you going hopefully, unitl i can be bothered to scan all the ones i have into my computer (who is actually behaving itself for once. *pats comp*) will have more talk tomorrow of how i dressed up as a cowgirl. ah, now that got you intreuged. :P

Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: tori amos - mr zebra
ah, the joys of nothing to do. its great, well no, i did have things to do, but because they are done, there is nothing to do, therefore bliss. :D took charlotte to play snooker with frank dont the snooker club.... (we have a snooker club in felixstowe?!?!) she was very good, better than me after playing one game. which probially says more about my snooker playing than hers. what worriedme most was my brother and i got on very well, and we didn't want to shout and beat each other up. scary or what.

Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: manson - nobodies
bah, tired, worked all day. i hate work. am so going to quit the vic once i get a new job sorted out. no-one one there gets on with me, and i'm usually fine with that. but i feel that i should be able to work in a place that i'm comfortable working in. and not have to keep constantly worrying what people think of me. grrrrrr, am so wound up. and i cant sleep it off because the the sofa i am currently crashing on (and may i add, am crashing on for the next two weeks because charlotte, a french exchange student) is so lumpy and uncomfortable. right, as i seem to be updating this at stupid times in the morning, and should be for a long while, i will be bidding thoust good night for quite a few enteries. good night. :P

Mood:  special
Now Playing: greese soundtrack :D
ahhhhh! bless everyone. prom. was so good. i got some great momentos too. i have-
1) 1 camera full of photos, everyone looked so pretty,
2) 2 top hats (1 sparkley(mr readens), and one plastic)
3) 1 helium balloon (attached to mr readens top hat)
4) part of a tree.
5) those boxes of sweets, one for the ladies, and the tux ones for the guys too. :P
and there should be somthing else, i swear......oh yea! shit, i forgot the sugar bowl! :( dammit!
i also have to make my appologies to my date, mr rob, as in my last entry, i mentioned the following:
"also going with rob, will have to remind him to get round hannahs in time to get picked up by the limo".
i make this very clear to all that he turned up on time. and was the perfect gentleman. (rob, you now owe me that fiver :P)
i cant wait for the photos to come back, everyone just looked so good. food was a bit dodgey though. :S
i see i use way to many smileys.
well, i shall leave this and go to sleep. work in morning with hangover will be fun. *thumbs up*

Mood:  blue
Now Playing: goo goo dolls - iris
Topic: eep.
strange how you can go from feeling like you finally belong in a place, and then have it swiped from under you. i guess i'm feeling a bit like that at the mo. its really weird. its like i need somthing to grab onto and i have no rope, hand or lifeline to reach for. watched shaw shank redemption the other day, and one phrase came to mind. "good things always last". and while watching the film, and for a good while afterwards, i actually belived it. it was enlightening (i reccomend seeing it)i finally got my rose tinted glasses back and i could see the world in my old light where things were good, and people were good too. and then it all suddenly comes crashing down on me for some reason. i cant remember what i was doing. i think i was in the shower. and the glasses were removed. all i could see was black and white, and with this new mask on nothing feels right.

jumping on the band wagon
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: suntrap - show of hands.
Topic: woooo blogness
well, am jumping on the band wagon, and creating this blog in which to rant and rave randomally.(ooo allitaration, i do remember random english things!), ok, things i have been up to of recent, just to bring you up to speed on the life of Helen. currently in the middle of gcses, which although are going ok, i know i could do better on. the olds (aka the parents for future refernce)have taken great joy in telling me i'm going to fail and have even gone as far as to find me ads with "rooms to rent". pfft.
if you havn't heard the lovely saga of my parents, they have made up a couple fo magic rules of the house:
1) never take food or drink upstairs
2) i'm never allowed a lock on my bedroom door (yes they do think i'm a part time hooker)
3) their word is final
4) if we havn't aqquired enough gcses by the time we are to look for a different place to live, as they aren't putting up after 16 without it being absolutly nessercery.
i love those rules, *rolls eyes*
also have prom. ooo my dress is so pwetty.....oh dear, i'm getting girly over prom. slap me please. dressing me wasn't exactly fun, but it was fun dresing the guys, went with Nat &Jamie to rent his tux today, he looked so good in a tux. damm it. dress is pretty and green, yes i am hopinng to hide in trees so i dont' have to have any photos taken of me. its my plan, and i'm sticking to it. also going with rob, will have to remind him to get round hannahs in time to get picked up by the limo, yes indeedy we have a limo. :D expensive but worth it.